so much more

i refer, if you must know, to the plethora of other places into which i pour words (and links and videos and music and so on {with some so forth too} and on) because, if you must know, there are a myriad of moments that span the spectrum of emotional splendor (and not just in the grass) and, in case you didn't know, the roller coaster that spins and zips and circles and rises and falls and zowadoos through every possible emotional experience life can possible offer (which is mostly infinite)is the point and the ultimate party of living (and someday i may have already or will, even, tell you all about it, or link or hint {which is close, but a different cigar} at where the full rainbow beyond the visible light frequencies {and kenneth} might be found, but for now, look around on your own)...

alone, the party is amazing in and of itself when you open your mind to the infinity of everything (life and the universe too) and shared, it is virtually unbelievable, which is why i long to share it all (and i mean all) once again... not too many people i've met can actually do that (any?) so i enjoy the amazing as i what?... oh yeah, wait (and laugh at myself and the wonders of this experience we appear to call life)... lol one never knows, do one (where the winds of chance might be blowing an answer or few, i mean, in case you wanted to know... sometimes the bullsugar is worth more than the all the rest combined (slowly, i turn... where the rest is stored, that is) and when you think the tweets are enough, good grief charlie brown, you've forgotten the art of tripping the lights (but that's a horse of a different... memories, like the corners of your mind?)...

so this is what it comes to (or goes down as) in the end (or at least for the moment)... and until the next moment (or your arrival), survival ensues...

party on, my hearties :)

narf :)

OHHHHH-KAY!

perhaps alvin's most famous quote, it sings forth from the deepest rafters as the music returned to the party this week (and oh, the dancing that ensued in the head and other locales, not to mention more than a dozen blogs as words will flow cuz music makes the gardens grow as those who know already know)... you must remember this, in your own way (as words are mine, yeah), at least, if you are to understand anything about me or the party of living...

and the magic of gigglefarts, no doubt :)

maybe it's the time of year

the music is the party going on all the time in me, even when all the world seems silent, the music is enjoying its home in me...

mind games forever

so much amazing mental games are going on in my head tonight, not unlike most nights in my head, but there is more excitement about the games tonight for some reason, as if sharing the games is closer than ever, but that is not based on any concrete evidence, so the ethereal muses must be playing tricks on me, which is one of the most fun amazing mental games of them all...

first of may

but you and i
our love will never die
and yes we'll cry
come first of may

tears belong at a party for many reasons... a wake, for instance, is a place for tears of farewell and missing the physical presence of someone who is no longer going to smile and laugh and be a human in this life outside of your mind and perhaps some artifacts, material memories, things you give meaning with your mind... and those same tears are the joy of the memories, the emotion that person inspired in the flesh and continues to inspire in your mind...

for me, the first of may brings such tears, of loss and death, and more, of beautiful memories and hope for more... i am throwing a party for a first of may feeling at this moment... thank goodness i still can after all this time... i thank the first inspiration, amy, for introducing me to these feelings and treasure the memories she and others have added to the first of may parties over the years...

the date on the calendar does not matter, for this feeling is timeless... perhaps it is because the first of december is approaching, or perhaps it is because any moment can be a first of may moment because, after all, it is all in the mind...