hungover from the party of life

feeling hungover from the party of life?... it happens sometimes... too much party stuff from one side of the party shelf... especially too much consumables... especially if you consume poisons to dull your senses or alter your perception cuz those throw your body and brain into a panic mode and the euphoria is your brain sending out all sorts of chemicals in a mad dash effort to save your body from death ya know?... yeah, i left most of the poison party stuff behind a while back...

don't get me wrong, i tried everything, enjoyed some, but after a decade or more of i decided i enjoyed life with complete access to all senses and mental clarity more than anything else and restrict my poisons overdosing on sugar and caffeine or chocolate or other stuff in the less immediately lethal category... still, the mind and body react and sometimes there is quite a hangover of chemical reactions that leave the mind numb (or headaching) and the body whoozy (or sick)... today, i've got a case of the numb woozy... since i've got nothing to do until tonight i can sit back and enjoy (then run some of it off :)

it was a food party that got me here, in fact, a series of food parties going on for a week or more (amidst a period of weekend or week-long food parties over the past year or so)... i could be mistaken for being pregnant when viewed from the side... laughter can remedy that so feel free to laugh with me... nothing a week of exercise and eating sensibly won't flatten, but the rest of the body might take a month or two to completely recover from the long-term multiple food parties... ah, this party of living needs balance to continue - so it is time to remember how much i enjoy the party of physical exercise... spring softball season is kicking off so i'll have five games a week, at least... and between games, the runner needs to wake up... yeah, gonna get the brain to kick in some adrenaline and endorphins to balance this party of life...

hope you are enjoying your party - only you can do it, ya know? :)